UPSET

Monday is not going half yet..
but, i was going to be upset..
i found my self was so sensitve..
i lost all my sence of humor, itself..
i tend to be pathetic as much..

why should my beginning starting so awkward..
why should my early week becoming absurd..
why should my monday going bad..


i hate my self 
i hate being pathetic..
i hate going upset..
i hate becoming messy..
astagfirlohhhhhh..


*sigh*